What's in a name?
When an animal has a horn, it only gets one in its whole lifetime (which is one of the reasons poaching of elephant tusks and rhino horns is such a big deal). However, when an animal has antlers, it sheds those antlers once a year and regrows them with another brand new section added.
With my art, I found that in letting go of control, I am able to see consistently more growth and development. I have learned to let it go and see what parts would come back to me. This is terrifying in the short term, but in the long run, I always end up with a better creative product than before.